For the missing one.

Hello Hello!

Nothing more i can say for my absence since past one year. Just that, this wait was beneficial.
So here i am back with my fingers just hopping on the key board keys. And this post is a special dedication to the other side of my soul. Yes, to my brother.

When i opened my eyes to see the world, you helped me to be my vision.
When i started to hog on food, you were there to let me make my own taste buds.
When my thought process was in  running status, you were there to control.
When i get mad for any work, you were there to hold me and support.

Life never gives you such moments back. It is us who creates and maintains them.


I still remember those nights when i got up frightened, you were there to take care of me. And then i realized what does it mean when they say, that people who are there with you in bad times too, are your real loved ones. 
And remember, how i used to judge you by your girl friends? Yes i still do this honey and hate you for this.
Well, our music taste. We used to hum along those crazy shit songs.


Our skirmishes for doing little tasks.
Our fights for you not picking me up or dropping me to places.
My mistakes in solving quantitative questions. Ya for every mistake, i used to get a head punch.
Oh yes. How can i forget your extraordinary gyaan. It was too much for me.


Days when i came, back home from college all cribbing and you used to laugh at me. I miss that time.
I miss that each and every day i have lived with you in past 22 years, specially the last 2 years.


Nothing has changed. Neither our love nor our hate. What has changed, is the TIME.


I still come back home from office and all cribbing, but you are not there to listen and laugh at me. I still get up frightened at night many a times, but you are not there to hold my hand and help me to go back into my dreams. I still sometimes feels that someone comes and drops me to the bus stop, but you are not there to fight with me. At times when i just go all crazy, you are not there to share my craziness. When i do little mistakes, you are not there to scold me.


7 months have passed, we dint meet. Nothing nothing just NOTHING can ever replace you in my life. I don't know how brothers and sisters live and i dont want to know. All I understand is this relation we share is like a magic in my life. So just let the magic be alive and together we will be the magicians.

I miss you bhaiya. Hope to meet you soon.

PS: I dint yet out many a things, yes yes not those moments also when we used to see those houses and do all the dream big talk. ;)